Woman to Woman

From Dark to Light

I am a 51 year old woman and I am a Christian. I currently live in Carthage, Missouri in a Homeless shelter. I have been here about nine months. And, I recently found God. I never would have thought that this is where I would want to be. I mean, it is a homeless shelter, right?! But, in this place I have been led to God.

Iā€™ll start from the beginning of last yearā€¦,

Going on around 14 years as a practicing pagan, and not believing in God, I still found myself to be a very ā€œspiritualā€œ person. Worshiping the universe, other gods, the earth, nature, the moon, etc. But I was not just a pagan, I was a witch. However, I thought of myself as loving, caring, nurturing, helpful; a compassionate person.

I thought I was happy. I practiced witchcraft, and for every obstacle I encountered, I thought that ā€œI had the answerā€. And actually, to me at that time, in my eyes, they were the answers. I cast spells to ā€œhelpā€ others and myself, and it seemed I was successful with my goal?!

Little did I know that all of this came with a price. Even though I was a ā€œgood person, my intentions were not. My intentions were not being manifested through the right source. And, the company I found myself in, was not always as trustworthy as I found myself to be. Company that had the ability, through something not of this world, and not of love, to use the wrong power to affect my life. I cannot blame them, because I now realize that the witchcraft I used was not the love of Jesus either, and that alone took its toll on my life.

Next, I found myself homeless. Which led me to the Carthage Crisis Center where I am at today. They led me to Christ and made me realize the power of Christ is what I have been missing. The love that Christ has, that Iā€™ve been missing. The faithfulness that Christ has that Iā€™ve been missing. The loyalty, the promises and the gifts. And with all these things, there are no ā€œbad consequencesā€?! When you are for Him, who can be against us? With the help of Christā€™s power, witchcraft cannot hold a candle to Him. And the best part is Heaven. You cannot beat that!

Iā€™m happy to say, that today, I am now a Christian, and I am never turning back!

Thank you.

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